I can't believe that two weeks ago I not only competed in the largest NPC show in the northwest, but I also won my figure class! So incredibly stoked and happy and I have been seriously so busy the last two weeks getting back to normal (whatever that is because I don't think I know a normal) that I have dropped the ball on sharing my awesome experience with you! The Emerald Cup has been going on for the last 31 years and I am glad to have been a part of it two years ago as a competitor placing 4th and then last year I was behind the scenes working with NWCC Tanning and then again this year as a competitor. Brad and Elaine Craig, Craig Productions put on an amazing weekend for the competitors and the fans!
After competing and placing 2nd in my class at the Tanji Johnson/Vancouver Classic I made the decision to continue my training and prep for an additional 5 weeks and be on the quest for the cup! My training went awesome, even spending an whirlwind 72 hours in Hawaii for my brother-in-law's wedding, I was on track the whole way. I went into the weekend thinking I would place top 5. I expected nothing and did not expect to win my class. What a ride it was! I was able to enjoy my success with a good friend who came and experienced the Emerald Cup for the first time and is hooked. I worked with NWCC Tanning on Saturday for bodybuilding, physique and bikini and then wrapped it all up with my second shoot for HD Physiques.
The thing with this sport is that you can't expect anything. Day in and day out the training gets tougher, the diet becomes longer and your goals become bigger. Train for everything and the success will come. It takes time and there are many days where I am not the most positive about my progress, or I need to take a step back and listen to my body in order to move forward toward my goals. But then I am able to turn to my coach or the girls whose friendship in this ever so lonely sport I appreciate more than they know, my husband who is seriously the best and most patient, because as any spouse or significant other of a competitor can say, it's hard to be on the other end and it requires patience and my friends and family to help me gain the perspective I need to continue With out the people in my life I couldn't get where I want to be and I sure as hell wouldn't be where I am.
Texting with my trainer the other morning I was surprised to read his blog and find that he had another tattoo. If you know me, I love tattoos and in due time the half sleeve I have been planning will happen, but that is beside the point. He got the word overcome on him. I love it. Not only because of the meaning behind, but it made me look at what I have overcome to get where I am. Not just in my figure competitor life, but in my WHOLE LIFE. I've overcome my own demons, just like many of us have to overcome our own to move forward. Sometimes it requires another person to show us the way, and that's ok. Use your resources and those who love you. I know I would not be where I am had it not been for one person who showed me the writing on the wall and showed me that he CARED. Through that I overcame and I am stronger than ever.
What's the point you ask? Well the point is that we have to train (mentally and physically) for everything. Expecting things to happen is about as useful as expecting the weather person to be correct 100% of the time, in Oregon...haha! You have to put in the work, the sweat, tears, and it will hurt. Success hurts and the path toward it isn't any easier.
I'm putting in the work. I'm putting in another 7.5 weeks and I'm going back to Team Universe in New Jersey with a better physique and the best mental attitude I've ever had. I have the tools and I'm prepared to do whatever it takes. I will continue to overcome my demons and challenges and I will succeed.



